Today was definitely a day full of ups and downs. Let me take you step by step.
Up: Read John 13-16 today. I really like reading about Jesus (well, duh!). I'm really learning a lot about his personality that I never quite caught on to before. I feel like I'm getting to know him on a much deeper level. Always a good thing.
Down: Did not get the stuff done that I wanted to this morning. Was not as productive as originally planned. Bummer...
Up: Chapel was good. Most of the time it is. I enjoy Chapel.
Down: Guy who sits by me in Chapel does not pay attention. It frustrates me.Up: Found out today that my Ed./Dev. Psych prof. really liked our presentation. (Always a good thing.) Also, I did really well on my test in that class. I love the Ed. courses.
Down: Piano class was frustrating. People showing off and/or playing very loud and obnoxiously gets on my nerves and gives me a headache.Up: Got to fix a horn today. I enjoy repairing horns.
Down: Band was...frustrating to say the least. I was really getting irritated with some people.Up: Prayer Warriors was amazing! God REALLY taught me a lot in such a small amount of time.
I wonder if you see what I see. When I look at all the ups of my day, I see God at work. I see him teaching me and using me for his glory. When I look at the downs I see a lot of selfishness...I see a lot of my darker side coming out. All of those situations (minus the headache...those just happen sometimes...) could have been prevented had I just looked to God before I acted/reacted. Had I turned to God in those situations my day would have been a lot smoother and I would have presented a much better witness to Christ. Today, like many before it, I failed at being a Christian. I did not represent Christ well. I pray that there was minimal damage done because of me letting myself get in the way. I am very thankful that I serve a God who loves me so much and is willing to forgive because I ask him to. I am grateful that he can do a wonderful work in me and through me. Today I sinned and fell short. Tomorrow I will try harder to keep myself out of the way and let God do what he wants to do through me. I will fix my gaze upon Jesus and let the spirit lead me.
Father,
You are wonderful and I am beyond blessed by the fact that you call me, an insignificant little spec in the grand scheme, a beloved child. You are just so amazing and your works are breath-taking. It's so wonderful how you love me as I am so undeserving. Reveal you love to me. I pray that as I sleep my dreams would be flooded with you. As I go about my day tomorrow, I pray that I would constantly point to you and that everyone would see that you are at work. I pray that I would touch the lives of those who are lost. Show me people that need to be reached. Show me people that need to be loved. Give me patience and understanding when dealing with people. Let me see them through your eyes. Help me love them like you do. Have your will always in my life.
Amen
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